Like a steak dipped in shit

 

There it is ladies and gents… Ms. Maybeline has hit a new level of…. I don’t even know what to call it… 

Because I dated a trans woman she said being with me afterwards is like having a steak dipped in shit… then she made some mentions about sleeping with prostitutes and strangers… because from dating a trans person… prostitutes and strangers are a short leap apparently… transphobic much? 

Yup, this whole time she categorized me as a steak dipped in shit / prostitute solicitor…  meanwhile somehow my coins remained clean and safe enough to use… smh… 

I finally see the forest for the trees.. I see how she played me, gaslighted me, never mind the literal screaming and yelling at the top of her lungs…. 

She says screaming at the top of her lungs and threatening to jump out of my car was the best way things could have been handled, lol… and no one would have handled it better… I shit you not… 

It feels good to blog again… I took it down for no good damn reason… Fuck your feelings 🤷🏽‍♀️… just like you said fuck mine, basically… All I say is exactly what happens / happened to me in my life and people get pissed… 

How about be pissed with yourself… not me… How about you let yourself down so stop projecting… 

Its a hard pill to swallow, when someone you cared about sees you so lowly… its far from how I and others see me… but you know what… its all good… think whatever you need to make yourself feel good, sis… Cuz honestly, shoe on the other foot, if I were you, it would take an act of God for me to want to wake up every day and keep going down such a life path…. not sure how you do it, again and again… 🤷🏽‍♀️… 

Literally being in the current crazy ass situation 5 previous times but unable to see her hand in it… Introspection is non-existent with her… She’s right. Everyone else is wrong… Meanwhile everyone else can at least take care of themselves, whoops! 

Anyways, I am off for the rest of the year. Wonder what i’ll do with my time…. 

Until later,
U