Spennanight Bag

 

As soon as Ms. E went home… 

Me: So…. are you spending the night?

Ms. Straight Gurl: I knew you were going to say something smart. 

Me: Well i’m just trying to see something 🤷🏽‍♀️

We talked for a long while…She said some crazy shit like there’s something about my energy that doesn’t make her ambitious… like whet tf is even that? You mean to tell me, i’m responsible for your laziness? I just can’t… 

So I brought up whatever I thought was an actual valid point, which is EVERY TIME she gets upset she resorts to packing up her shit and leaving… I asked, “Even though I am a stable person… do you think your flight habits contribute to the stability of our relationship?” 

She was like, “whoa that’s deep” 🙄😳

I also said she pops off all over me but doesn’t seem to pop off to the people who have actually crossed her 🤷🏽‍♀️… 

She responded that she pops off on a lot of other people… here i go, “ok 🤷🏽‍♀️“.

We talked and talked and talked and you know what? I still hadn’t gotten an apology…

So i mentioned it… She asked what she should apologize for 😳… I was like maybe for yelling at me and leaving? “Well I’m sorry if that bothered you”… she says… 

Like whet?! I apologized for my contribution to the fight immediately… and she still has yet to genuinely apologize for her behavior. 

Smh, what is that even called? Arrogance? Entitlement? Or maybe a combination of both? 🤔 Maybe this is some hetero bull shit that I cannot relate to 🤷🏽‍♀️… l

Anyway, she stayed the night 🤷🏽‍♀️

Moving on, I feel like I am far too involved with women… They distract me from making more progress in my life… So i am going on a hiatus… no new women for 12 months… i am also considering celibacy for 12 months but Ms. Maybellines' existence might make it impossible, lol… I just need to think about it more…