Sorry and etc, etc, etc 🗣

 



🎶🎶“is all that I can say 🎶🎶

years gone by and still 🎶🎶

words don’t come easily 🎶🎶

like sorry, like sorry” 🎶🎶

I just keep hearing the reggae version of this song replaying in my head. “like sorry, like sorry”… 🎶

***nikki’s remix… (taxi riddim)

“Sorry,

is all i always say,

the days go by and still,

the words come out easily,

you tell me say sorry, say sorry…

and then i say baby… 

my baby can I hold you tonight?…

and maybe if I told you the right words…

oooh, at the right time….

you’d be mine… “

This “riddim” is plaguing my mind because… well bitches 🤷🏽‍♀️… bitches ALWAYS find a problem… like there could be a problem hiding in a haystack and any bitch on my team could find it immediately. Then I have to say things “like sorry, like sorry” 🎶🤣. 

So for a short while I let my team of bitches go but then I realized life is often boring… So I onboarded them again, lol… and lo and behold these bitches have problems with me… 🤷🏽‍♀️ you don’t fewking say… 🙄

Last night Ms. Mexicana sent me some text that read like, “this isn’t going to work. we barely see each other and you cut me off during text communication, i feel it”… wtf is that supposed to mean? 🧐🙄 I was over it last night so I didn’t respond until this morning with, “i’m sorry, how do i cut you off… please allow me to improve it.” 🙄

The shit I have to do to keep deez heaux happy is ridiculous… constantly falling on my sword and playing dumb… 

Then Ms. Mabeline 💄… she’s big mad and has been ignoring me since yesterday 🙄… I told her what I thought at the time was great news about my new gig… I told her I landed a really cool role with the title of Ms. “Global Cutoff Project Manager”. I gave her a brief rundown of the details and *enter crickets chirping* …… no damn response… We use whatsapp so i can see that she read my messages and I can see exactly what time she read them “and still”, zero response. Like bitch what’s wrong with you now? My last message to her was, “you couldn’t even say congratulations? that hurt”… it didn’t really hurt, lol… but i was annoyed… 

Then good ole bottom bitch Ms. Straight Girl finally confessed that she has no idea if she is even queer 🤪🙄😳… like nearly 3 years in and this is our problem?… this is the literal TEXT BOOK REASON WHY LESBIANS DON’T LIKE DATING BI-WOMEN. Too often they are confused, which makes the whole relationship unsteady and confusing… still I don’t call her Ms. Straight Gurl for no damn reason… so I wasn’t surprised rather I was glad that she had gotten real with herself and with me. What to do now? Shiiidd, who knows 🤷🏽‍♀️… I don’t have the time, energy or desire to get knee deep in this shit right now…. So imma just focus on doing me and doing the things I love, which us actually and ultimately just one thing, making money 🤑🤠… if it doesn’t effect (not affect) my coins then fewk it….. for now at least… 

Moving on… since I brought up my coins and my new gig… last night I received whatever they say is their best offer, which is 30k less than expected… like wtf, you want I should pay YOU to work there? 🥱🥴… I was utterly disappointed and I basically asked if there were any other job titles with similarly low ass pay yet less responsibilities and no manager duties. I’m awaiting a response. That might have been an asshole kinda question but they put me in an asshole kind of mood so …. they get what they get 🤷🏽‍♀️… I have 3 days in which to accept the bullshit ass insulting disrespectful ass offer… Will I take it? The fewk yes! 🤣🤣🤣… I mean its one job of many so really not a big deal… It’s just going to be much less of a priority than I thought. I refuse to travel, relocate, start early, stay late, etc, etc, etc… 

It’s 6:30am… I’ve been up since 4am… bad dog is walked, fed, watered and lounging in her luxurious digs. 

Let me get up and tend to the other low paying ass job I have 🤣🙄… le sigh… 

Note: by low ass paying I mean any pay which is less than I think I am worth 🤷🏽‍♀️… it doesn’t literally mean like $7.15 an hour or whatever the corporate bullies of today see fit to pay people… smh

Ok, imma lounge for 6 more minutes and then get up 🤣🤣… 

Deuces, 

U