Timbaland

 

No one:

Timbaland: It’s been a long time, I shouldn’t have left you, without a dope beat to step to….

Yes, I am corny and so fucking whet? 🤷🏽‍♀️

So I am here, in Greensboro, NC… in my new house… with my sleeping woman and my needy dog… just sitting here thinking about success, laziness and how they do not mesh well.

Real talk, regularly sleeping in is some basic ass behavior. If you strive to be basic, then start there. This is what I try to tell my woman but she don’t give a damn about what I have to say about it… so 🤷🏽‍♀️

Enough time wasted on time wasting….

So I am waiting to hear back from the local community college regarding my application. I hope they process it very soon because classes start like next week. I want to be in the carpentry degree program. 

I feel so generally untrained. Like I have never formally studied anything, and I think with that comes ingenuity but also quite a good amount of struggle and difficulty. I crave training. So, I am going to be trained in my passion, which is building beautiful things and spaces.

You’d think I’d start by doing more with my own house… but times are strange… I have low energy plus building materials are expensive and limited in this post COVID apocalyptic world.

I’ve been thinking about something I shouldn’t be thinking about…. Ok, let me drop that…

Moving along, I am questioning what is Unique? Like who is she? What does she actually want and better yet what does she need?

I have long said that three things are my life’s aspiration. 

1.) To be rich

2.) To be thin

3.) To be pretty

Who don’t like it, I don’t give a damn. It’s my life and my dreams. The thing is I am halfway there on all fronts but not quite sure how to make it over the hump…

I make loads of money but I spend too much, so not rich.

I’ve lost mad weight but still chunky and furthermore, soft as two down pillows.

I’m kinda cute but I let my self go at least 3 times every week, lol 🤣🤷🏽‍♀️

Le sigh.. ok, my dog is whining, my woman is complaining and I have heartburn, lol.  Let me address some of these things before my day starts…

Ta ta

U