Ugh... kinda done with being overwhelming

 

Flashback to last night’s conversation with Ms. Straight Gurl. She literally said, my damn FACE is overwhelming. 😳😂🤣😒 WHET?!

Fuck my life, truly... 

I can tell it’s not meant negatively. I mean, she told me as much. But its just kinda weird 🥴. Who in Sam Hell wants to be overwhelming? Not me.🤷🏽‍♀️😔

She said, “When I look at your face, I don’t even know where to start. Your features are….. so different. They stand out a lot. There’s so much to take in. Women who look like you, command a lot of attention. It’s very overwhelming.”

Literally i did nothing at all this time and still, i’m overwhelming 🙄 😩…

Maybe she just likes that word. I dunno. 

She also calls me “Beautifully Unique”, which is very sweet and possibly paying homage to my glitches.🤷🏽‍♀️

I’m allegedly so damn different 🙄. 

Ms. Houskeeping is waiting for me to send her an Uber so we can take a walk around my neighborhood. But i’m feeling tired. So I probably won’t. Plus, I know she’ll try to worm her way up into my apartment. I think I’m bored with her. Seems like she has no life. When we chat, it’s always about me, whatever I am doing, however I am feeling, whether or not I have time. Like get busy living life and stop waiting around for me because that will get you nowhere. I guess she’s kind of weak, which is not sexy at all. She needs to be cut from the roster. She annoys me. I don’t allow strangers to annoy me. Strangers are only permitted to give me good times.

Now, I need to figure out a tactful way to kick rocks. Maybe i’ll tell her I died, LMAO 🤣 💀, ugh…  I guess I could say I have to work and I am not going to have free time like I thought I would. That might work….

We shall see..